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Synthia Esther Ministries

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AND GOD SAID LET THERE BE LIGHT, AND THERE WAS LIGHT, AND HE SAW THAT IT WAS GOOD. HE SEPARATED THE LIGHT FROM THE DARKNESS.

WELCOME - ENTER IN AND BE BLESSED.

Synthia Esther Ministries

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AND GOD SAID LET THERE BE LIGHT, AND THERE WAS LIGHT, AND HE SAW THAT IT WAS GOOD. HE SEPARATED THE LIGHT FROM THE DARKNESS.

WELCOME - ENTER IN AND BE BLESSED.

ABOUT SYNTHIA ESTHER MINISTRIES

SYNTHIA ESTHER HAS BEEN PROVIDING FREE SPIRITUAL EDUCATIONAL OUTREACH RESOURCES SINCE 2007.

Founded  in 2007, Synthia Esther Ministries has sought to both spiritually educate and  inspire those searching for answers about God, the Angelic Realm, and  His saving truth that transforms.     "I am sending you to them to open  their eyes and turn them from  darkness to light, and from the power of  Satan to God, so that they may  receive forgiveness of sins and a place  among those who are sanctified  by faith in Me."  -  Acts 26:17-18
 

Jesus Christ is the Spirit of Prophecy -  1 Timothy 3:16: And without controversy great is the  mystery of godliness, God manifested in the flesh, Justified in the Spirit, Seen by angels, Preached among the Gentiles, Believed on in the world, Received up in glory.  Synthia  Esther is dedicated towards the global advancement and knowledge  of salvation and  faith in Jesus Christ, and His message of grace, mercy  and love (John  3:16-17).  One's true awakening to spiritual unity in  Christ Jesus our  Lord!  



A primary initiative is to help educate and  equip the world with  God's letter of instruction, the Holy Bible, which  provides wisdom, and  understanding. This enables all of humanity to  know what is right, just,  and fair - every good path - Proverbs 2:9.    In as such, we also  address with Biblical references, addiction  bondage, "New Age - Occult"  humanistic, gnostic deceptions, and as  false prophets contribute to  such occult, new age concepts.


CNN, Larry King Live, December  22, 2009, aired the program topic, life after death titled, "Seeing The  White Light."  The panel of guests on the television show included New  Age author and metaphysical seeker, Dr. Deepak Chopra, who made the  comment during conversation, "Hope is a sign of despair."  I agree with  Henryk Sienkiewiez, "The greater the philosopher, the harder it is for  him to answer the questions of the average man."  I shook my head in  disbelief, striving to comprehend a life without the hope of our  heavenly Father's love.  A life without the providence of God's mighty  hand of grace and mercy. God's word states in Proverbs 13:12, "Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life."  Our hope is in Jesus Christ, the author and finisher of our faith! - Hebrews 12:2. 


 

We  seek to provide  educational-spiritual insight, knowledge, and  enlightenment through  wisdom in God's word (John 1:1), not  indoctrination.   For there are  those among us, who are living in  "spiritual crisis," seeking  to separate the truth from the lie.  Many  people have now reached a  turning point in their spiritual quest, as  humanity has come face to  face with the inner struggle of their hearts  true desire.  "Having a  personal relationship with the Divine Creator  Himself.  Knowing and  experiencing His Transforming Love."
 

The  "spiritual" connection sought is not  attained through more man-made  religions, offering the best in social  networking programs, and mindless  entertainment.  It is found in Jesus  Christ, who is the way, the truth,  and the light and His word (John  1:1).  Seek His face and word, while  He may be found.  In-so-doing, you  will find the transforming power of  His love, and the spiritual  connection your soul seeks. 


SYNTHIA ESTHER MINITRIES "WAYBACK MACHINES" BIBLICAL REFERENCE LIBRARY  ARCHIVES:
 

  GOD IS LIGHT| |SACRED JOURNEY| |PAUL WASHER - JUDGEMENT OF GOD| |ANTI-CHRIST - TRIBULATION-RAPTURE| |A FREE GIFT - GOD'S SALVATION | |FAQ - HOW DO I KNOW I AM SAVED?| |CHRISTIANS SEEING 11:11?| |11:11 LIGHTWORKERS / 11:11 PHENOMENON| |DELIVERANCE FROM 11:11 & OCCULT| |ONENESS - GAIA - NEW AGE THEORY| |11:11 INITIATION| |11:11 INVITATION| |11:11 SYNCHRONICITY & COINCIDENCE| |11:11 - WHISPER IN YOUR EAR| |11:11 SPIRITS WANT YOUR SOUL| | URANTIA - THE NEW AGE BIBLE| |11:11 DIVINATION| |11:11 - MAYAN 2012| |MAYAN HUMAN SACRIFICE| |11:11 MIND CONTROL - BRAIN WAVE TECHNOLOGY| |11:11 - 666 OCCULT NUMEROLOGY | |DIVINATION - FALSE PROPHETS IN THE CHURCH| |11:11 STICHOMANCY/BIBLOMANCY| |WORMWOOD - REV. 8:11| | 1:1-11 DOORWAY OF LIFE OR DEATH| |CONTACTING ANGELS - MESSENGERS| |GOD AND NUMBERS| |SOLARA 11:11 DNA WAKE-UP| |GEORGE BARNARD 11:11 MIDWAYERS| |DAVID SPANGLER - ANTHROPOLATERS - MAN WORSHIP| |COURTNEY BROWN - MIDWAYERS| |WILLIAM M. BRANHAM - OCCULT LINKS| |RICK JOYNER, "THE FINAL QUEST" | |CHRISTIAN MYSTICS - VINEYARD | |AN ORACLE - WARNING FROM GOD| |GOD'S GOT YOUR BACK| |PURPOSE, POWER, AND PROMISE| |GOD'S NAME| |HOLY SPIRIT| |GOD'S ARMY| |SATAN'S ARMY| |DEMONIC POWERS-OCCULT GATEWAYS| |NEW COVENANT| |TARGETED INDIVIDUALS, DEATH TO CHRISTIANS| |NEW WORLD ORDER| |CULTS & BRAINWASHING| |KUNDALINI - SERPENT SPIRIT| |FAITH IN GOD - NOT FAITH IN FAITH| |THE SECRET LAW OF ATTRACTION ACCORDING TO GOD"S WORD, WILL, AND WAYS| |JOEL OSTEEN OCCULT CONNECTION| |DRUNK IN DECEPTION, DEMONIC INFLUENCE| |A COURSE IN MIRACLES & CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD - DECEPTIVE WORDS FROM THE METAPHYSCIAL WORLD OF THE OCCULT| |PAGAN GODDESS, FARIE, WICCA, SPELLS| |"THE SHACK" BY WILLIAM P. YOUNG| |BLACK CATS - A WITCH'S FAMILIAR?| |SCHRONDINGER'S CAT-QUANTUM THEORY| |BOB LARSON - EXORCISM| |DISCERNMENT - SATAN IN THE CHURCH| |MAY 21, 2011- END OF THE WORLD?| |WISDOM & GODDESS SOPHIA| |HEALING SPIRIT| |THE STILL SMALL VOICE OF JESUS - HEALS CANCER| |HOPE IN JESUS CHRIST| |TRUTH| |JEZEBEL SPIRIT| |EVIL| |NARCISSISM & CONTROL - AN EVIL MINDSET| |MASKS PEOPLE WEAR| |MIND SCIENCE & IDOLATRY| |EGO - FLESH & THE BATTLE WITHIN| |MAJOR RELIGIOUS COMPARISONS| |TEARS REPLACED WITH BEAUTY FROM ASHES, THE OIL OF JOY FOR THE MOURNING...ISAIAH 61:3| |ABUSE - GOD CARES, DO YOU?| |FEAR| |LOVE| |GRACE| |TRUST IN YESHUA - JESUS CHRIST| |HIS RETURN| |DENIAL| |SHALOM - PEACE BE UNTO YOU| |PRAYER OF SAINTS| |PRAYER OF REMEMBRANCE| |PRAYER OF ST. FRANCIS OF ASSISI| |PRAYER OF PROCLAMATION| |PRAYER OF JABEZ| |ESTORE| |HELP & RESOURCE LINKS| 


  

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, ..." . - Romans 15:13.

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, ..." . - Romans 15:13.

Frequent Questions and Answers

The Lord is my Rock, my Fortress, and my Deliverer! My Shield, Salvation, and Stronghold! -Ps. 18:2.

 

IN   YOUR OPINION, “HOW MANY CATHARTIC EVENTS DOES IT TAKE IN A PERSON'S  LIFE BEFORE THEY DESIRE A DRASTIC CHANGE OF FOCUS AND  SPIRITUAL   INTENTION?”


I  personally  believe the answer to that question God only knows.   But I  do know this, “The Lord upholds all  those who fall and lifts up  all  who are bowed down” (Psalm 145:14). I have now had four emotionally   charged,  profound events in my life that produced drastic cathartic   change.  The first cathartic event in my life God  hasn't given me a   spiritual release to discuss.  However, many have tried to guess in the  past, assuming I came out of the sex industry.  Which is not the case.   This first event pertained to a personal family matter, that has long  since been resolved.  



The second event in my life that produced a drastic change within my spirit, was my brothers tragic death (reference story below:  "Died On The Fourth Of July".    My brother's death taught me  life is too short to live in abuse,  emotional rape, misery, sorrow and  regret, and to always be true to  your souls spiritual growth by  not  sacrificing your inner peace for   security.  God does not condone abuse!



Shortly  after my  brother died I proceeded with a divorce from an  emotionally  and physically  abusive ex-husband who used  deception,   manipulation,  power and control to his vindictive advantage. Divorce  proved to incur a  different set of  problems as I faced “Parental  Alienation” and    financial difficulties.  Despite  on-going  difficulties, ridding  myself of the once nurtured “victim mentality”   has proved to be the  greatest self-discovery of personal strength and  happiness  I have ever  made. 



At the end of  our journey on earth we  alone are  held  responsible  for our actions and choices in life.  My  affirmative action also speaks  volumes to  all those whom my life comes  in contact with, declaring  willful abuse is not to  be tolerated under  any circumstances and it is  not God's will or your cross to  carry for  one individual to harm  another.



My  brother's  tragic death produced a profound “awakening” within  my  life.  It also prompted within my soul and spirit  the firm belief  that  life truly is a gift from God.  What we do with that gift is  returned  to  God  the generous and gracious giver, in  loving thanks for  His  mercy, grace and love.   God in His faithful sovereignty can change   your life from remaining a  “victim” to becoming a  “victor”!    


  

THIRD EVENT - PAST RELATIONSHIP WITH AN ON THE  DOWN LOW SEX ADDICT 


Ryan  was a war hero, professed Christian by day, and a sex addict by night.   His on the down low double life lead me straight into the ministry  field, called by God.   As a result I have counseled and helped many  former sex industry workers get out of the business. 


Ryan  taught me  that a child's soul is influenced for life, for  better or  worst, by the parents  who raised him.  Family dysfunction   remains  intact until someone has the courage and spiritual strength to  change   it.  In Ryan's case, his emotional pain  and sorrow was caused  by his  parents lack of   acknowledged and demonstrated love, affirmation  and  positive  attention. Ryan suffers from childhood  attachment bonds  only  God can heal.  In turn, he continues to allow his past to dictate  his  future.  His smile is the mask that  hides his hate, resentment,   bitterness, and anger.



Due  to  experiencing Ryan's emotional struggle with sexual  addiction, and  his  psychological fear of abandonment and intimacy, I  realized that  “we are the sum  total of our circumstances and  experiences in life  (motives), unless we realize  the spiritual  significance behind the sum  total of our life circumstances and   experiences (growth)”.  These  were my  sentiments when writing the God  inspired short story, “My Sacred Journey Home”  as well as the article  “The Secret Law  Of Attraction – A False Reality Of A Conceptual Manner” at: (www.synthiaesther.com). 



As  Christians we know that in all things  God works for the good of  those  who love him, who have been called according to  His purpose  (Romans  8:28).        



TARGETED INDIVIDUAL - MY FOURTH CATASTROPHIC - LIFE CHANGING EVENT


Most  recently, (2009), I found myself living in a strange technological  nightmare of sorts.  Which upon investigative research and years of  discovery, I came to realize I was a "Targeted Individual" (TI).   When  first attacked by these  weapons beyond the pale, I believed them to be  spiritual in nature, (Satanic attacks).    Which they are most definitely not!   I  have interviewed other TI victims, who have  also experienced and described these technological weapons beyond the  pale.   My TI experiences  lead me in 2018,  to  coin the word: "Techchronicity" (reference ministry outreach website: www.techchronicity.com).   


"Techchronicity"  best describes the convoluted, twisted,  intricately controlled networking matrix grid that manipulates both  humanity and the earths infrastructure.  Weather modification, human  torture (Direct Energy Weapons), Voice To Skull  - Voice of God Technology (V2k) - telepathic communication and subliminal control  systems via the electronic grid have been made possible.  The  synchronization possibilities are mind boggling!  


Silent  Weapons for quiet wars against humanity and all life on earth, is a  present day 'electronic harassment' reality, in an end times drama.  The  final act in this drama, is left up to God, and humanity to decide.   Christians praying for intervention, being a worthy cause.  Born again  believers take refuge in God's power.  He alone is our source and strength, a great help in a time of need (Psalm 46:1).



Occultists, Carl  Jung defined synchronicity (having to do with the spiritual realm), and  various  acasual  connections and experiences.   Techchronicity, is the synchronization  of time and events, produced by man made and caused, technical means and constructs.    Present day technology and science is far more advanced than most  people  realize.


TECHCHRONICITY DEFINED


In simple terms:  "Techchronicity productions are non-coincident, science and technology based mimicked synchronicity simulations." 


Psycho-Technology: Interactive, strategic, targeted staged interactions affecting people, places, and things.   Designed as a psycho-social behavior modification program in cause and effect.   


Staged techchronicites serve political ponerology pathocracy totalitarian goals well.   As seeded fallacy substructures  serve to alter one's perception of reality, the genesis of human intuition and cognitive rationality changes.  


Techchronicity productions are made possible via invoked AI data based algorithm predictive control systems.  Utilization of  the Internet of Things (IoT), technologization of bioinformation and bio-digital convergences.  Coupled with multiple land based communication networked matrix grid systems, space placed satellite systems, and bio-physics interdisciplinary science applications.  


 I coined the word Techchronicity,  to best describe the convoluted, twisted, intricately AI- controlled networking matrix grid that manipulates both humanity and the earths infrastructure.  Internet of Things (IoT) cojoin with Internet of Bodies (IoB) via smart devises that serve as manipulating,  monitoring systems.   Synchronicities are mere invoked Techchronictiy productions as there are no coincidences involved in this technocracy-based power and control system.


 Cognitive warfare, weather modification-manipulation, human torture (Direct Energy Weapons), Voice To Skull - Voice of God Technology (V2k) via sent signals that can be embedded (as is often cited), in the microwave frequency range- (450-700 MHz).  Make what Alan H.  Frey termed the microwave auditory effect a well noted reality.  Telepathic communication-via chipped brain mind interface systems are likewise now a well proven reality.    Neuralink, Synchron, Blackrock Neurotech, favor prominently on the Cyborg-Telepathy induced stream.



GOD HAS FOREWARNED HUMANITY OF JUST SUCH AN ANTICHRIST DYSTOPIAN FUTURE WITHIN HIS DIVINE INSPIRED BIBLICAL WORD.  END TIME PROPHECIES (REFERENCE DANIEL, EZEKIEL, BOOK OF REVELATION, PER BIBLICAL EXAMPLES) LAY BARE NEW WORLD ORDER REALITIES. 


DON'T ALLOW YOUR PAST TO DICTATE YOUR FUTURE!  WE HAVE TWO CHOICES IN LIFE: “TO DEAL”   OR  “TO DWELL”


We can allow our  past to control and dictate our future or we can   learn from our past and allow  it to refine us.  Our personal choices  in   life determine our trials and our triumphs.   Those who have gone   through the trial triumphantly, are often better  able to empathize  with  those who are in the midst of a trial.  It is my prayer that  humanity  will see the  harm of their self-imposed actions when  contributing to  the negativity and evil  within the world.  Abortion is  murder,  and if  you don't think it is a baby than your not pregnant!  Addiction, abuse   and crime go together.  

 

 

CO-DEPENDENCY IS A NEGATIVE COPING  SKILL      

   

 Addiction  and  tolerance of abuse and dysfunction depletes the  soul and spirit  of a person,  depriving them of spiritual growth and  maturity. If you  are a co-dependency addict,  allowing such negative  coping skills  within  your life and using them yourself, feeds those  around you  (including your  children), with positive affirmation that  they work.  Thus, you are not only hurting yourself, you  are depriving  the people   you love and  care for the opportunity to grow past  self-limiting  coping skills and  achievement of their spiritual  destiny!   


One cannot  separate the action from the cause, and no one  except God can   complete you.  As a result of  having been  involved with Ryan, I am now a sexual  ethicist, not against sex at   all, in fact I love sex the way God  created it to be. Sexual relations  outside of  the love and ordinances  of God  is harmful to ones sense  of wholeness,  spiritual growth,  development, divine intimacy, and  loving expression.  Sexual intimacy  the way God intended it to be  is  Holy, God  inspired (he created sex),   and ordained.  The closer I have  gotten  to God and His word of truth,  the Bible, the more empowered,  intuitive and  spiritually creative I  have become in all areas of my  life, including my writing. 



“WHAT ADVICE CAN YOU GIVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE GONE THROUGH  A TROUBLING CHILDHOOD, OR AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP?”



Forgiveness is  the key to inner healing.


Ephesians 4:32,  “Be kind and compassionate to one another,  forgiving each other, just as in Christ   God   forgave you.” Whoever does not  love does not know God, because   God is love   (1st John 4:8).   Forgiveness allows you to move forward   in life with the firm resolve of  not committing the same harm against   another.   Forgiveness is a positive spiritual solution to a negative    situation.  In order for history to not  repeat itself you have to   change the course of history. Forgiveness does not mean the person that    harmed you has to be a part of your life, on the contrary, it  releases  the  negative control they may still maintain on your life!


Colossians   3:12-15,  “Therefore, as God's chosen  people, Holy and  dearly loved,  clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness,  humility,  gentleness and  patience.   (13)  Bear with each other and  forgive  whatever  grievances you may have against one another.  Forgive as the  Lord  forgave you.  (14)   And over all these virtues put on love, which   binds them all together in  perfect unity. (15)  Let the peace of  Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to  peace.  And be thankful.”    



“WHAT MOTIVATED YOU TO PROVIDE ALL YOU HAVE WRITTEN,  SAID, AND DONE FOR FREE?”



When  I was  searching for answers on the Internet pertaining to   “pornography and sex  addiction”, and the physical and psychological   manifestations I witnessed Ryan  going through, I found every single   Internet source was a gimmick for financial  advancement.  There were   professional  counselors offering seminars, retreats, and services for   hire.  Books to buy, guide and work books to follow,  classes to  attend,  CD's and DVD's to purchase, including those that included   subliminal  affirmations.  I found new  age/hypnosis transformation  tools with  development keys to unlocking the  conscious, unconscious,  or  sub-conscious mind.  



While some of these tools may  be extremely beneficial, (most   especially professional therapy), not everyone  can afford them.  It is   my personal  opinion, with out God's spiritual intervention and  strength  no addiction  resource will work in the long term (Philippians  4:13).  Immediate “free” resources via the Internet,  with first hand  examples,  stories and personal references, were often brief   testimonies at best,  with personal resolves limited in text, support  and  guidance, unless  you purchased their product's. God 's Holy Spirit  prompted me  to write  and provide for “free”, what I couldn't find  readily available on the   Internet. 


 If anything I have said,  written,  or conveyed has been  beneficial, thank-God for the source and   inspiration, for it is the  root that supports the tree, not the tree  supporting  the root (Romans  11:18).



There are  many free 12 step  programs marketed and available for  pornography and  sex addicts,  however, I found the 12 step programs  (which  are usually  aimed towards helping addicts and their families  with chemical   addiction's), inadequate in relation to sex addiction.   In the many  personal interviews I have  conducted and letter's I have  received,    many sex addicts claim they usually like to go to  pornography and sex   addition self help support programs because they  get a sexual high  (both  physically and psychologically), when they are  able to talk  about sex!  



In fact,  sex addicts talking  about their sexual experiences can  trigger other  sex addicts to act out even  more.  An alcoholic can leave  their vodka   or beer at home, a sex addict carries their addiction  “release source”  with  them, as it is part of their physical body.    There are also  very few sexual addicts that have remained faithful in   their resolve  to cease their acting out.   Their addiction to fantasy  and  masturbation continues to anchor and fuel  the flames of their  sexual  obsessions.   With world wide access to pornography on the  Internet,  sex addictive  patterns of rape and crime continue to  escalate.



"TECHCHRONICITY  WEBSITE:   www.techchronicity.com  .


Once  I became aware of the global electronic crime grid "surveillance" network, as a  Targeted Individual, I was called by God to reach out in ministry in  this much needed arena as well.  The truth about these "silent weapons  for quiet wars" , will one day be revealed.  Until then, personal  testimony by the thousands of TI's  who have now come forward, will help gain  the awareness needed to expose these crimes and criminals.  As well as  provide the much needed educational resources and support  other victims  will benefit from.



JESUS  CHRIST CAN HELP YOU...    
 

Most all of these Internet  products,  and/or person's offering such  help and advice were out to make money,   lots and lots of money.  At  one of my  lowest point's of grief someone  was there offering a hand, a  way out, or they  were promising to rid  my “ex” of his troubling sexual  addiction's, all for a  fee.  I have  spent well over two thousand   dollars on sex and psychology related  research books in search of  answers. The most informative books in my  personal  opinion, are  referenced in my stories and/or articles.  


 I also met many, many, women  and men, who simply didn't have  the  time to read  “all” the current research, nor could they  afford   expensive retreats and seminars promising to rid them or their spouse  of   their sexual obsessive-compulsive or co-dependency addiction's.  An   addicts addiction rituals and  manifestations may subside for a while,   just like an illness can go into  remission.  But no one except Jesus  Christ   can help you “keep the addiction that binds you” dormant.  He alone is   your deliverer, your strength,  shield, and your fortress (Psalm   144:2)..



    “IT  HAS ALL BEEN DONE BY FAITH”            
 

The Holy Spirit is often  referred to in the  Bible as the counselor  and/or helper (John 14:16-17), and it  is in  that spirit of giving that  this free help has been provided.  You will  not see adds or marketing on any "Synthia Esther" ministry websites. In  short, it has all been done by faith.  Faith in  people, faith in  service, and most  importantly, faith in God!


MY  PRAYER

It is my prayer  that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ,   the glorious Father, may give you the  Spirit of wisdom and  revelation,  so that you may know Him better.  I pray also that the eyes  of your  heart may  be enlightened in order that you may know the hope  to which  He has called you,  the riches of His glorious inheritance in  the  saints, and his incomparably  great power for us who believe  (Ephesians  1: 17-19).   


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God heard my prayers and answered me.   Blessed be God, and His loving devotion. - (Psalm 66:19).

God heard my prayers and answered me.   Blessed be God, and His loving devotion. - (Psalm 66:19).

DIED ON THE FOURTH OF JULY - By: Synthia Esther

Sudden death of a loved one is always sad & shocking. Christian's have peace & faith in God's will.

 

Died On The Fourth of July


By Synthia Esther


December 4, 2004 my parents celebrated their 50th  wedding  anniversary renewing their vows in the church they founded in  1988.  Watching the service that afternoon, I felt a deep sense of  gratitude  for the example of Christs love and faithful sovereignty that  their  lives together exemplified. I found myself reminiscing of their past.  


My father, his sister and brother never knew the kind of love  they so  freely give. They were very young children when their parents  divorced  and gave them-up to be raised by their elderly grand-parents  on a rural  farm in Alabama during the depression. Work was hard and  school at  times a luxury. Seldom were they shown outward affection or  told the  words, "I love you", yet they grew up thankful and not bitter  that  they were raised by family and taught by example the principals of   honesty and hard work.


Mother grew up in New York with a twin sister, as well  as nine  other siblings. Life was filled with love, nurtured and taught  by  parents who demonstrated a steadfast belief in God despite sometimes   painful circumstances. The death of two of their children and the   effects of Scarlett fever leaving one of their daughters disabled never   wavered their faith. They boldly proclaimed the gospel of Jesus Christ  as missionaries, pioneering many Churches. 


When  the young man from Alabama met the beautiful young lady from  New York,  love grew, sparks flew, they married and became the proud  parents of  my brother and I. "But as for me and my house we will serve  the lord,"  sums up best how our family lived. I married, had two sons  and moved to  Atlanta, Georgia. My life was filled with activity to avoid  the  realities of an abusive, deceptive and addictive prone alcoholic   husband. I was angry and bitter about my circumstances. My brother was  happily married to a wife he loved and cherished. They had three sons and at last a long awaited daughter.


July 3rd,1994 our lives changed suddenly and  drastically. I  remember as if it were only yesterday. My aunt  telephoned me as I was  preparing dinner. She spoke slowly, her words  few..."Gene has been in  an accident at work, he's badly burned...they  are flying him by  emergency helicopter to Birmingham's Trauma Center  Hospital. They do  not expect him to live."


 We drove immediately to  Birmingham. Arriving  at the hospital.


 I walked in a trance like state to  the room where my  brother lay. Long off white divider room curtains  were left partially  opened. I approached his bed scarcely  recognizing  his swollen, grossly distorted face and body. He suffered  internal  steam burns in over 85 percent of his body. He literally had  been  cooked alive. His wife sat in shock, motionless by his bedside  while  doctors watched her vital signs. 

Monitors hooked up to my  brother's  body beeped in steady rhythm as if on cue, his strong young  heart still  beating. I bowed my head in disbelief, starring lifelessly  as I watched  his blood drip from white towels stuffed between his bed  mattress and  metal guard rails, onto the tile floor forming small  puddles of blood. 


My parents arrived with more wails of crying like a  wave of grief.  I held my mother who had collapsed into my arms like a  baby clinging to  his mother. I heard my father whispering prayers to  God over his  unconscious dying son. Grief permeated the room like  nothing I have  ever experienced in my entire life. The atmospheric  pressure so heavy  it felt like added weight upon your body. I knew I  was watching death  and its process. 


Brother died July 4th,1994, in what  many would say was  the prime of his life. That night I saw and heard  fireworks in the  distant sky and felt Satan was celebrating. Distraught  and in sorrow I  cried," Why God? Why? I am the one with the bad  marriage. I am the one  who has felt like dying my life is so messed up!  It doesn't seem fair.  Why didn't you take me instead? I just do not  understand. Sometime  latter, I remembered my mother saying in tears,  "As hard as it is to  lose my son I am glad it was him and not you. He  is at peace and ready  to meet God, I do not know if you would have  been."   My family speak  their mind and tell it like it is, but her  honest words pierced my  heart for I knew she was right. 


 It rained the day of the funeral. The rain felt like  tears from  heaven and seemed to match the tears that ran down our  faces. What good  is it for a man to gain the whole world yet forfeit  his soul, is etched  in stone on brother's grave side plac. Even unto  death his spiritual  witness speaks. 

Brother worked for one of the  largest companies in the  world. It is ironic his death was caused by a  new company supervisor,  who trying to impress management made a call  against safety precautions  in an effort to show more profit under his  leadership. An investigation  by Osha ensued with the company being  fined for close to 20 safety  precautions of negligence. 


Like a lot of  situations in life, power and  greed were at the core of company  leadership and responsibility,  instead of law, safety and the sanctity  of human life. My parents never questioned God's sovereignty, grace or  mercy.  They thanked God for their son and the years they were blessed  by his  life and his presence. Ecclesiastes 7:1, "A good name is better  than  fine perfume, and the day of death better than the day of birth."  


They  also freely forgave the wrongs that caused their son's death. My   parents attitude and witness epitomized Psalm 46, "God is our refuge   and strength, a very present help in trouble". Instead of asking God   why, they asked only when? Like the hymn we sang together as a family   sitting on hard wooden pews in the church we attended..."When we all   get to heaven, what a day of rejoicing it will be, when we all see   Jesus we'll sing and shout the victory"! * Their faith in Christ  spoke  of victory in Jesus, the sacrificial lamb who shed his blood on  the  cross of Calvary defeating sin and

 death by his resurrection on the  third day.


We as Christians have eternal life as his promise and  the  reassurance we will see our spiritually saved loved ones who have   passed once again. We live in a fallen world. Our lives on earth are   not free from trials and tribulation. The Tsunami tragedy in Southeast   Asia, the Katrina hurricane in Louisiana, victims of the present war in  Iraq, a collapsed bridge in Minneapolis, Mn (Aug. 2007), miners (Oct.   2003),  in Shakhty, Russia who were flooded by water in Russia's Rostov   Region, coal miners trapped in Utah, United States (Aug. 2007), 9/11 - World Trade Center disaster, are  just a few of the many tragedy's claiming innocent lives. 


Some may ask,   "Where were you God when I needed you? Where were you when my child lay   dying?" I feel his reply would be, at the same place I was when my son   was dying. God has always had His hearts eye on earth and its  occupants  for we are his children. He never leaves us or forsakes us  and in  loving patience waits for our acceptance. Then he continues to  nurture  us in the finishing school of life, which last from the birth  cradle to  the grave drawing us ever closer. Our spiritual faith in  painful  circumstances brings us the growth and maturity necessary to  develop a  walk towards Christ's fullness of spirit.


Through my life's journey, armed with the power of the  Holy Spirit  and the anointed word of God, I too have learned from my  trials and  tribulations. Now happily divorced, I have come to realize a  simple  faith like that of my parents, "God is my refuge and strength, a  very  present help in trouble." He makes my crooked paths straight and   ordains my victory (Proverbs 3:5-6). Victory over worry, pain,   suffering, strife, hardship, disabilities, ailing heath, depression,   poverty, debt, abuse, torture, addictions, and yes... even over death.   With a heart of thanksgiving and praise, I celebrate my victories.


 I   know my God is coming soon, reigning as King of kings and Lord of   lords. With confident assurance, I too now ask.... "When God? When?"



  • When we all get to Heaven,  By: Mrs. J. G. Wilson.


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