By Synthia Esther

Have you suffered, survived and surpassed your sorrow and pain?  Jesus Christ,  although He is the son of God, learned obedience from  what He suffered  and once made perfect, He became the source of eternal  salvation for all who obey Him, (Heb. 5:8). The question is, " what did  you  learn from your experience?" What course and direction in life did  you  choose to replace the hole in your wounded spirit?

Have your actions proven conducive to your healing?  Or have you  remained trapped, plagued with doubt, emotional and  spiritual growth  stunted from the aftermath of pain, abuse or  abandonment. Perhaps due  to your past relationship with pain, you have  filled your life consumed  with a successful career. Living in the midst  of personal power and  admiration from those who look up to your  position, wealth and success.  The new clothes you wear, car you drive  and the beautiful, well  appointed mansion you live in, all add to the  illusion of grander you  surround yourself with. Even the human partner  on your arm suits a  personal need and gratification. You have enough  money to "buy" the  attention of many people who cross your life's path. 

 Most use you, like  you use them. It matters little in your quest for  controlling power and  admiration. Perhaps you have been blessed with  children whom attend the  best private schools in the country. You bask  in your personal glory,  all of which provide evidence of your opinion  of your own self worth. Maybe  you replaced the hole in your soul with the gratification of  self pity  and lack of motivation. Your home is a card   board box  underneath the  ramp of a busy freeway. The sound of cars and trucks  traveling in rapid  succession become a familiar and strange source of  comfort. Your  reclusive, lonely spirit distrusts most "all " of  humanity, for your  past relationship with pain has taught you to do so. 

Frail, weak and weary you walk to garbage  containers looking for a  morsel of food to eat or the butt of a  cigarette to smoke. Lost and in  desperate need of healing, peace and  love you strive to live one day at  a time. Perhaps you worry where your  next meal, bottle of liqueur or  line of crack will come from. You tear  off a piece of your card board  box to make a sign that reads,  "Homeless And In Need." You hold it with  a semblance of faith, standing  on the street corner, slumped shouldered  with a gazed look in your  eyes. Your face and hands are blistered-red  from the wind and cold,  your skin dry and chapped. 

The dirty clothes  you wear are worn and reek  of a putrefied odor. Laced shoes expose the  side of your bare feet  because they aren't your size but you cut the  sides out to fit. Socks  are a luxury. You stand on the street corner in  hopes of receiving  enough money to buy food to eat or your next fix to  take, which  provides a brief escape from your inner turmoil. The rich  man in his  bright, shinny new luxury sports car stops at the red light,  ignores your  existence and rides past you in self righteous  condemnation. 

It is hard for the rich man to imagine that he and  the poor  homeless beggar have anything in common. But yet they do. Many  a rich  man, poor man and even those who live in between life's  spectrum of  existence can share common goals, interest and coping  mechanisms. They  have become people living to forget and in turn  forgetting how their  spirits were meant to live. They strive to escape  life's problems yet  eventually all come full circle, realizing that  nothing seems to change  no matter the amount of self medication they  may use to deaden their  pain.

Many have worked hard at feeding their body while  they have  literally starved their soul. Living life spiritually void,  crippled,  mentally and emotionally handicapped, they strive for inner  peace and  security yet their coping pattern's of experience fail to  ease inner  loneliness, pain and sorrow. They continue to search for  fulfillment  from without, when the answers lie within. God, in his word  suggests a  different way of living. Pro. 8:32, "Now then, my sons,  listen to me;  blessed are those who keep my ways."

Your pain has a purpose, and that purpose is to  develop your  spiritual growth and maturity. Whoever loves discipline  loves  knowledge, but he who hates correction is stupid, (Pro. 12:1).  God does  not want us to remain spiritually immature. Eph. 4:13-15  "...become  mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.  Then  we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves,  and  blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning  and  craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. Instead, speaking  the  truth in love, we will in all things grow up." Your spirits  inspiration  comes from walking in obedience to God's words of wisdom.

By embracing your life experiences as stepping  stones towards a  higher purpose, you empower your spirit to soar in  freedom towards Gods  spiritual vision for your life. You learn to walk  the path of  forgiveness, thus enabling true spiritual empowerment and  growth. When  developing a life based on feeding your spirit you become  part of God's  master plan for humanities future. A future that has at  its core, love,  the basic need of all of humanities quest for  fulfillment. God created  man out of love. God, gave His only begotten  son Jesus Christ, to die  as sin's sacrificial lamb on Calvary's cross, out of love. God first  loved us so that we might learn to love Him.

It is His spirit, the Holy Spirit, that grieves  when we choose to  walk away from his love. Love is humanities true  spiritual foundation,  purpose and plan. It is love that feeds our  spirit with the true source  of all our needs. Fulfillment of all desire  in life stems from this  core need. Could it possibly mean this love  could be for you? Or even  me? How could that be when we humans are so  unworthy? John 3:16 "For  God so loved the world that He gave His one  and only Son, that whoever  believes in Him shall not perish but have  eternal life."

The blood of the Lamb of sacrifice Jesus Christ,  on Calvary's  cross makes us worthy! He did not enter by means of the  blood of goats  and calves; but He entered the Most Holy Place once for  all by His own  blood, having obtained eternal redemption, (Heb .9:12).  We need only to  believe in order to experience the love of Christ, which endures  forever!

Psalm 136 "Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good.  His love  endures forever. (2) Give thanks to the God of Gods. His love  endures  forever. (3) Give thanks to the Lord of lords: His love  endures  forever. (4) to Him who alone does great wonders, His love  endures  forever. (5) who by his understanding made the heavens, His  love  endures forever. (6) who spread out the earth upon the waters, His  love  endures forever. (7) who made the great lights- His love endures   forever. (8) the sun to govern the day, His love endures forever. (9)   the moon and stars to govern the night; His love endures forever. (10)   to him who struck down the firstborn of Egypt His love endures forever.   (11) and brought Israel out from among them, His love endures forever.   (12) with a mighty hand and outstretched arm; His love endures forever.   (13) to Him who divided the Red Sea asunder, His love endures forever.   (14) and brought Israel through the midst of it, His love endures   forever. (15) but swept Pharaoh and his army into the Red Sea; His love   endures forever. (16) to Him who led his people through the desert, His   love endures forever. (17) who struck down great kings, His love   endures forever. (18) and killed mighty kings-His love endures forever.   (19) Sihon king of the Amorites His love endures forever. (20) and Og   king of Bashan-His love endures forever. (21) and gave their land as an   inheritance, His love endures forever. (22) an inheritance to His   servant Israel; His love endures forever. (23) to the one who   remembered us in our low estate , His love endures forever. (24) and   freed us from our enemies, His love endures forever. (25) and who gives   food to every creature. His love endures forever. (26) Give thanks to   the God of Heaven. His love endures forever." 

As one of God's children, your pain can lead you to  personally  knowing God's love which endures forever. He will bring you  peace,  because his love endures forever. He desires a relationship  with you,  because his love endures forever. He has a plan of hope for  your life,  because His love endures forever. He wants to fill your life  with joy  and eternal pleasures, because His love endures forever. He  will give  you beauty for ashes, because His love endures forever. He  desires to  show you His eternal favor, because His love endures  forever. He  desires to bless your fruit of righteousness, because His  love endures  forever. He sends his mighty Angels to protect you,  because His love  endures forever. 

He desires to make your path  straight, because His  love endures forever. He desires to guard and  deliver you from your  enemies, because His love endures forever. He  will make your enemies  your foot stool, because His love endures  forever. He will release your  feet from the snare, because His love  endures forever. He is a rock of  refuge, because His love endures  forever. He desires to make you the  "head" in life not the tail,  because His love endures forever.

 He  desires to give you wisdom and  discernment beyond measure, because His  love endures forever. He  desires to give you a life of peace and  prosperity, because His love  endures forever. He will heal your  infirmities, because His love  endures forever. He defeated death on the  cross of Calvary providing  the way for eternal life, because His love  endures forever. He holds  victory in store for the upright, because His  love endures forever. He  is preparing for His children a place called  Heaven with streets of  gold and many mansions, because His love endures  forever.

He is offering you the invitation right now to ask  Him into your  heart, because His love endures forever. As you repent of  past sins,  confess and believe in his name you become one of His  children, because  His love endures forever. As a child of the King of  kings and the Lord  of lords, He blesses your future generations,  because His love endures  forever.

 He includes your name in the Lambs  book of life, because His  love endures forever. If the pain of your  past brought you to the  knowledge of Jesus Christ, you have just made the greatest, most  profound decision of your life. Now you too are commissioned to tell  the World that Jesus Christ gave us the greatest example of pain and  purpose on the cross of Calvary, and He did so because His love endures  forever! 

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